Friday, December 18, 2009
Dissapointment that strikes to my heart.
I have lots of questions in my heart now. Why do people like to hurt others? Why everytime the same situation happen in my life. EVERYTIME! I'm starting to hate this feeling~ Isnt people doesn't like a person give all their heart to them? They want a fake people that treat them what they want them to be treated? I'm really tired to be what people want me to be~ Very tiring~ Please do not wear a mask to be friend with me. You wont like it same as me~ Cant we just be ourself living in a normal happy life? Everytime when i start to trust some one, the person will leave me with a empty heart. I know everyone is not PERFECT. I'm not perfect too!!!! I'm human too!!! TREAT ME NORMALLY PLEASE~~~ I have feeling too, NOT ONLY YOU!!!
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Finish CIMP =)
Phew~ haha. I finished my Pre-U XD I never know time really flies that fast. It was just like yesterday when i first went to college and was lost inside. From the begining of hatred to the course to NOW that i have fall in love with IT. But the whole thing has put it into the end. It was kind of sad tho.
On 4th of dec, i went to prom. At first, i thought it will be very bored and stupid to go prom because everyone will be llike damn pretty and sit, eat, talk, walk politely. THAT IS SO NOT MY STYLE! lol. It took me 2 hours for my cousin, shirley to make up for me. But really a big thank you to her.haha. The prom was a blast. Saw a lot of ppl that i may not meet them ever again. After prom, ye seul came my house to overnight.XD She told me something that i agreed too. We felt empty after the prom. Like nothing in our heart. To tell the truth, i really do miss most of my friend who i met in CIMP. I really miss the laughter that we always made in the foyer, minnie big voice, ye seul's craziness, mey yie singing SINGLE LADY by BEYONCE, pik yen "the cili padi", sean said " i miss you", angela said " lets go sing k", charlly said "lets go yam cha" and a lot a lot more~
I will seriously hard to forget all those things. All those things will always be in my heart. Im gonna take multimedia course in the one academy. So feel free to come find me. XD lol. My course start at MAY. SO i think im gonna work next year. If not im gonna really become a PIG at home. hahhaha.
Haih~ Still hard to stop thinking bout losing all my friends in CIMP. Miss ya all always. XD
On 4th of dec, i went to prom. At first, i thought it will be very bored and stupid to go prom because everyone will be llike damn pretty and sit, eat, talk, walk politely. THAT IS SO NOT MY STYLE! lol. It took me 2 hours for my cousin, shirley to make up for me. But really a big thank you to her.haha. The prom was a blast. Saw a lot of ppl that i may not meet them ever again. After prom, ye seul came my house to overnight.XD She told me something that i agreed too. We felt empty after the prom. Like nothing in our heart. To tell the truth, i really do miss most of my friend who i met in CIMP. I really miss the laughter that we always made in the foyer, minnie big voice, ye seul's craziness, mey yie singing SINGLE LADY by BEYONCE, pik yen "the cili padi", sean said " i miss you", angela said " lets go sing k", charlly said "lets go yam cha" and a lot a lot more~
I will seriously hard to forget all those things. All those things will always be in my heart. Im gonna take multimedia course in the one academy. So feel free to come find me. XD lol. My course start at MAY. SO i think im gonna work next year. If not im gonna really become a PIG at home. hahhaha.
Haih~ Still hard to stop thinking bout losing all my friends in CIMP. Miss ya all always. XD
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