To you!

妈的！

Early In the Morning^^

Started my Holiday day ady.

Phew¬

I now only feel like i actually a human being.

Before that because of assignments.

I scarifies my beauty sleep.

Felt weird you know.

I actually dint went out with friends from my first day of holiday till now.

Maybe im too tired.

Lazy to drive out or even step out of my room.>.<

But my holiday dint start of with a nice memory.

I started of with a car accident then large presentation and drawing test. @@

Shit like hell.

Later on food poisoning.

Me and my sis.

Haih.

Seriously, my holiday sucks.

The best part was that i can at last sleep for more then 5 hours per day.

( actually i slept for at least 9 hour per day)

Love it.

IELST is just beeside the corner.

Seriously. DUno what to study....

Anyone!!! can you tell me what to study??

haha....

Hope to past it.

I think i will^^

Fb vs Wei Buo

Fall in love with Wei Buo.

A program which is similar with FB.

But to me i felt better.

Cause no one know me.

Unknown.^^

Im back^^

Was so Damn shit stress on this week.

No time to even breath.

But im back for more of my life time story.

Today class was cancel but unfortunately i need to go for group discussion.

which means still have to go SUNWAY.

Our group discuss it in Mc Donalds.

To tell the truth,

I duno whether our points are relevant or not.

What to do???

Tmr need to present.

Haih.

Was even more stress when ker shin told me this.

She said that Pinky praised our group presentation was so damn standard.

She look up so high to me and ker shin.

Was so fuck up stress.

I wasnt scared bout tmr presentation just now.

But now!!

I can feel the stresss.

Hope everything goes well tmr.

Did i forgot to mention???

TMR IS MY LAST DAY O CLASS FOR MY FIRST SEM.

YEAH!!!

That means HOLIDAY!!!!

Not myself anymore

Starting not to hate figure ady.

But this coming monday is my last class.

love it too late.

Art really somehow make me concentrate on it ady.

Her?

She is in somewhere in my heart sitting and resting.

But she will never come out.

Drawing make me has less time thinking nonsenses or even things that do not worth me crying on.

at first when i started in TOA.

I thought i will be the last in the class cause my drawing sucks.

But now drawing is not to compare is somehow learning from others.

In my life now, i seriously spend least of my time caring or even thinking.

Yeah~

Maybe one of my friend said that i shouldnt care so much about ppl

cause you will get hurt easily.

As you can see,

ill get hurt 24-7

But i still like this.

I love my friends in TOA now.

Not much problem~

Peacefull then sunway.

Do i hate sunway?

No~

Just dont like it there.

Sorry for all my lovely readers that care bout me reading all this stupid stuff.

Ill try to post something happier next time.

Cause ill change.

You'll see.^^

LIFE SUCKS!!!

Today was the worst day ever.

WORST DAY!

I was driving to class in the morning.

AND I SAW A DEAD CAT in the MIDDLE OF THE ROAD!!!

I duno whther did i drive through it or ssmash it.

I cant avoid it because it was too late.

Was kinda moody after that.

But i got back into my mood by eating breakfast with elephant and botak owl.

Later, this huge thing happen~

I never thought of it.

I wrote a letter to ye seul, my korean friend yesterday.

It was rough letter.

I told her what i felt and all.

Ask her question that like why she contact MINNIE instead of me?

I was so damn fuck off when minnie told me she change her mind and flying to malaysia next week.

Hahaha.

I was kinda happy that i have the guts to tell everything out.

I really do love my relationship with her.

In class today, i received a call from minnie saying that something huge has happen.

She say that i misunderstand her that she is comning back to give me a surprise!!!

WTF!!!

On that time, i seriously do not really trust her.

Every damn shit thing i know bout ys is from her and duno whether is it correct transfer to me or not.

I went in fb straight away and saw her replied.

I read and only found out that she really do want to give me a surprise birthday party. Earlier.

She thought of not distroying my birthday with my family so she came early.

She prepared my present already and i did not did anything for her.

But i still have a question that why she did not msg me for 6 months. 6 MONTHS!!!

Time make me think a lot. Cant seriously blame me.

How can a person not think badly when the person she care dissapear in her life and knowing her exist from another person.

Haih~

I cried in class~~~

My first time.

Thanks ker shin that given me support in class when im down.

Seriously it helps.

THanks to botak owl and ker shin teman me makan too.

After that i felt better.

When i was driving back home with a speed that i do not know.

I saw the motorcycle in front of me bang in to the wall beside the road.

The whole motorcycle broke into half!

The man fly off the motorcycle.

I did not stop.

Sorry to say that cause if i stop, i will block the whole traffic but i saw another motorist stop and help.

So i drive away.

Today was the worst day of my life!!!

First the dead cat.

Second, YS that duno whether we can can back together.

Last!!! Motorcycle accident in front of me.

WTF LIFE!!!!

以前的我呢？

很可笑~ 我这几天好像发现我不再是以前的韩佩仪了!

不再是那个爱玩爱闹的那个人。

不再是那个懒惰虫。

不再是没有朋友会死的人。

不再是24小时，都在嘻嘻大笑的人。

以前的我，不管在哪都会很开心的笑。

一定要有朋友。

要天天出街。

现在？

变了变了。。。

原因？

我也不知道。。。

是好是坏，我也分不清了~

有人曾经告诉我。。。

孤单并非没有朋友

只是，想透透气~ 看看身边的东西。

PS:

心~

依然跳动着。。。

但是

我已经没有感觉了~